Butterfly.

Yesterday I entered the bathroom at midnight to wash my face and put on some lotion to sleep, when I suddenly look at the wall and I see this butterfly. I think s/he liked the environment around here, because s/he stayed for the whole day, I just checked it and now s/he’s gone. S/he looks harmless, but I really don’t like insects, I hate when they fly my way.

We were having this different week at school. A lot of soccer games and there was also a gymkhana, which I signed myself to play in an activity. The whole school were at the playing area, and although I thought I was being so dumb to do that, I enjoyed everyone looking at me and my friends, as we were trying to win this weird sport that teachers made up. We had to make a like with 3 people and walk crouching (really odd), unfortunately we didn’t win, to be honest we couldn’t even walk more than 20 inches. It seems to be a stupid thing to do, but it’s not. It’s difficult to walk that way.
Soccer games will continue next week, I like to watch the games, we don’t have classes then. But I won’t play anymore. I’ve given enough laugh to everyone.

It’s a Saturday afternoon, I’m in bed with my laptop writing this and listening to I’m yours by Jason Mraz, there’s nothing to do. I think parents will go out tonight for dinner, I will enjoy the silence and watch movies, it’s raining so I won’t go out with them I’m just too lazy.
I’ve been watching a lot of movies lately. I’ve already watched Serendipity, Love Comes Softly, The Kite Runner, Disturbia, Unrest, Saw IV and Silent Hill. They are kind of old, but this was the first time I watched them.
I haven’t decided which one I’ll watch tonight. I’ll tell you guys later.

PS – I’m thinking about getting hosted. If anyone want to host me or knows about someone that would do that, please tell me. Thanks.

All I want is an answer.

As I expected when I was 10, I had this scaring conversation with my mother about what my life is going to be from now on. We talked for one hour or so, and I didn’t get anywhere. I didn’t know it was this complicated, stressful and strange. I told her I don’t want to go to college next year, I feel like I’m too young. She asked: “What are you going to do then?”, I was afraid to say “nothing”, then I said: “I don’t know, can’t you help me? You are not helping, you’re just making more and more questions, I don’t have answers.”
I think I want to go to another country next year, get involved with some English courses or something else, and work as an Au Pair, it’s a great program and I think it’s perfect for me, I’ll have one year to relax my mind and learn more English, and I do need to learn more English if I want to be a Translator – Interpreter.
There are a lot of things to think about, a lot of drama and stress. I feel like running away.

Plus, I’ve changed the blog’s theme again. It has this Gossip Girl picture now. Although it’s pretty silly, I like the show. I can relate.

I gotta go now. Auf Wiedersehen!